Hari ini hari ke 2 posting o&g.. yesterday is very hectic day. Never imagined before,,this is my life as a future doctor. Like prof adibah said yesterday during briefing..” being a doctor is not about glamerous, not the title, even for money. Please don’t eye for the money. The salary is not as u all think. It’s much more less than being a degree teacher. So, if u don’t wanna be a doctor, or u’re taking this course just because of ur family, just quit! Let ur family take this course.. if u ask me either I’m discorouging u, yes! Definitely I’m discouraging u if u ‘re not willing to be a doctor. I’m just encourage for those who are truly love to be a doctor. Not because of money or family force..whatever it is u must enjoy urself. It’s not the time to play. Once u be a doctor, ppl are not really appreciate what u’ve done for them, but once u make a mistake, they will realized that. For me, my satisfaction is when one’s life is safe and my student got excellent in this field..” yes Prof! we gonna make it! insyaAllah.. yes, frankly speaking I do feel regret when my 1st time or 1st yr as a medical student..but, year by year, I feel more interested in this field. I can accept that I’m been chosen by ALLAH to be in this field. Whatever I do, i just wanna get ‘redha’ from HIM. insyaAllah.. so, from now on, I’m still trying to be a good medical student in order to be a safe doctor later on.

Yesterday 605 pm, we got the chance to observe one delivery. Awesome! That one was my first time observing that. Deep in my heart, I feel touch when seeing the difficulty face by the mother. Furthermore, this is her 1st time. G1 P0.. so, memang susah nk deliver the baby since the os is still tight, not lax like multigravid pt. now I understand the reason why my sister xnak beranak dah..sakit.. lagipun, she got bad experienced with the nurses there. Back to the patient, after about 10 minutes, she managed to deliver a baby girl. So sweet.. with her husband accompanying the patient, we could see how happy the couple are. Subhanallah.. I take the chance to welcome the baby to this world. Hehe.
I wanna excellent in this field, I’m starting to love and miss this posting I think!! So, start with the end in my mind( saifulislam.com) hidup kene ada target! I really hope that this would be a good starter for us. Observe first and try to conduct the delivery insyaAllah..may ALLAH bless us all. Amen.

